taricalmcacil: (srs bznz)
2025-05-08 08:40 pm

Friends Only

Hi all! I'm currently keeping all of my non-fic posts to myself and my friends. However, If you like my fics or we have something in common and you'd like to get to know me better, please friend me and leave me a comment here. If we don't have any common interests or communities, I'm not likely to friend you back unless you comment on this entry. Hope I'll get to know you!

Repost Guidelines For Stories:
I ask that you do not quote or link my stories on Facebook without permission. I reserve the right to check that your Facebook is completely locked down to friends only. You may link or quote on Twitter, but only because my twitter is linkable to LJ via name anyway. I just ask that you credit me.


-Tari Calmcacil
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2024-06-10 02:20 pm

Master Fic List

The following List Contains links for each story/chapter I've posted. It includes links for stories posted only to Live Journal and only FF.net. Stories are listed alphabetically by fandom. Crossovers are listed under the heading of that name, with fandoms involved listed in the description. Ratings are given according to the Fan Rating System.

The List )
taricalmcacil: (Enemy Birds)
2013-02-09 12:53 am

The fuck am I supposed to do?

Posting this here, because unfortunately some of the people in question know my tumblr. Hopefully I still have some friends that read DW/LJ and can help me.

Okay, so basically for a long time I've identified as an Aromantic Asexual. Which, generally, no big deal, I'm cool with it, happy, whatever.

But it fucking pisses me off when I make it clear to new guy friends because I've totally been accused of being a friendzoning bitch (And yes, I only do this with guys, because girls seem to be a lot better with this concept, for some reason. Maybe it's because girls constantly receive unwanted attention) that

a) I have no romantic interest in them
b) I have no sexual interest in them
c) If they can't handle being just friends for eternity, to leave now and I won't be mad at them

And then a year later it's "I think I have a crush on you" and they're always trying to cuddle or hug me or kiss me.

YEAH? SO? WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT IT?

Like, I feel like I can no longer trust THEM at all. I told them I have no interest in anything but friendship. I don't want their love. I don't want to be hugged or kissed or cuddled. It is not something I need to get used to. It is not because my parent's didn't hug me enough as a child. They hugged me plenty, I can assure you. I AM NOT LIKE THEM.

BUT NOW THEY BETRAY MY TRUST BY LAYING ALL THEIR FEELINGS AT MY FEET, AND I'M PISSED. BECAUSE I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHO I AM. FOR HAVING TO PUT SOMEONE DOWN WHOM I TOLD I AM AN AROMANTIC ASEXUAL. BUT DO THEY FEEL GUILTY ABOUT MAKING ME UNCOMFORTABLE? MY GUESS IS NO BECAUSE THEY HAVE "NO REGRETS."

God, what am I supposed to do with this? Someone, please advice.
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2012-02-08 11:55 pm

(no subject)

Title: 63 Stories and Doing Fine
Fandom: Avengers (Earth-199999)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Stream of Consciousness
Rating: FRT
Words: 11,038
Characters/Pairings: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Nick Fury, Phil Coulson, Natasha Romanov, Clint Barton, Bruce Banner, James Rhodes
Summary: Loki is after the Tesseract, and by extension, Tony.

At AO3
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2012-01-17 12:18 am

Fic: That Beautiful Smile

Title: That Beautiful Smile
Fandom: Avengers (Earth-199999)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Fluff
Rating: FRT
Words: 987
Characters/Pairings: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Summary: Normally Steve hates Tony's black tie events, but Auto Prom might be worth attending.

At AO3
taricalmcacil: (signature)
2011-09-14 10:02 pm

Fic: To Tutoyer is My Friend

Title: To Tutoyer is My Friend
Fandom: X-Men First Class
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Angst
Rating: FRC
Words: 1489
Characters/Pairings: Charles Xavier/Erik Lehnsherr
Summary: Erik missed this. He just didn't realize how much.

AN: Written for this First Class Kink prompt:

They both need to talk more. Those voices, asdfghjkl; - Charles, with that voice like honey and cream, and Erik, harsher, but no less compelling...

I'm not looking for dirty talk (what? don't judge), I really just want them talking...

"My friend..." *anon melts*


This story does contain brief references to the holocaust.
He feels surrounded here. )
taricalmcacil: (srs bznz)
2011-09-12 06:09 pm
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1st Class Kink: Archiving

By now, all my XMFC friends have seen the epic!wankery that has gone down on 1st Class Kink. As a result, many members have left the comm for other kink memes. While I do not blame them for doing so, I also oppose the brashness with which they have done so. While [livejournal.com profile] oakenshields13 states she will not delete the comm, regardless of whether the current round is the last, the fact remains that she holds sole control over the come and can do whatever she wants, up to and including deletion.

As a result, I have begun backing up all fills, starting with Round 1. When I finish saving fills, I intend to start saving works-in-progress. Unfortunately, this is a very large task. I estimate there are no less than 800 Fills to be saved, and I haven't even looked at the WIP posts yet.

So I'm looking anyone who has free time and is willing to do so to help archive. If you would like to join in, leave a comment here, and I'll give you a specific post and page range, as well as how I've been saving all items.

I will make this a public post, so if you are unable to help but have friends that would like to, please refer them here.

Thanks!
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2011-07-27 01:00 pm
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DDOS Attack

LJ has been undergoing another DDOS attack. I seem to be able to get on fairly well at the moment, so hopefully it's coming to a close. Here's some info translated from the Cyrillic site, as they haven't posted anything in English yet. It appears the entire site was the focus, not just specific bloggers this time.

Sorry if it's somewhat difficult to read, I just ran it through google translator. I don't actually know Cyrillic.

"After a crash, July 25, 2011 LiveJournal regained his job, but for a number of users and services on the site still can not work properly. DDoS-attack did not lead to a breach of integrity or a loss of already published content.

"Does not work even reserve a console that would allow us to somehow understand what's happening with the network hardware (in this case the user data is still protected because of Architecture LiveJournal), so the only source of information for us and other clients have been the site providers, - said Ilya Dronov, Director of Product Development LiveJournal. - Later he was up and running DDoS Mitigation Protocol, based on which it became evident that the traffic in our direction, averaged around 6 gigabits at peak levels of 8-gigabit (remember, in past times he was about 2 gigabits per peak), which, apparently, a ceiling for Qwest and Verizon in this area. "

Attacks continue and at the moment, LiveJournal indexing by search engines is temporarily closed, resulting in delays in the appearance of fresh entries in the search results. Separately, we note that the recipients are not popular DDoS bloggers, the attackers are attacking IP service, thus, an attack aimed at LiveJournal as a whole. As we have noted in previous attacks, we have installed high-efficiency equipment, after the attacks in March and April, we purchased and installed additional hardware, software and increased bandwidth, which helped to counter a much larger loads, but now the attackers have changed tactics and impact on supplier relations.

All owners of the paid accounts that are active during the period of DDoS-attacks on LiveJournal, will be offset by lost time - the compensation to be announced.

The company's specialists are working to resolve the problems, we apologize for any inconvenience. We thank the users for their patience and hope for your understanding."
taricalmcacil: (Derek)
2011-06-14 11:28 pm

Fic: The Elevator

This ficlet was written for Crimeland Case 7, Challenge 32: Favorite Scene. Tag to CM 3x03, the elevator scene. Interestingly, most of this fic comes from first hand experience, very similar to that seen in the episode.

Title: The Elevator
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Character Study?
Rating: FRC
Words: 299
Characters: Derek Morgan
Summary: Derek Morgan used to like elevators.

Not Today! )
taricalmcacil: (Derek)
2011-06-08 04:55 pm

Fic: Repeat to the Bullet

Title: Repeat to the Bullet
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Angst
Rating: FRC
Words: 492
Characters: Derek Morgan
Pairings: None
Summary: It's hard to let things go if your life is in the hands of another.

Under Here )
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2011-04-14 07:01 pm
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"The children waved multicolored flags!"

So this is dreamwidth. Interesting. I'm still adjusting to the settings and all, but for the most part, not bad. I think my time on LJ helps with that, at least. Personally, I think I prefer LJ based on overall layout. I feel the homepage there makes things much easier to access. But, I'm still learning, so who knows?

Ii think I shall now go community hunting. And then maybe teach myself some the html coding. Perhaps my friends from LJ could answer questions?

1) How do user tags and cuts differ from ljs?
2) is the imaging code still [img src="..."/]
taricalmcacil: (Bazinga)
2011-04-12 02:38 pm

Pimp Time



For all my fellow fans of Big Bang Theory, it is once again time to start a new round over at [livejournal.com profile] bigbang_land. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's a competition community in which teams fight for universal bragging rights in a number of challenges. These range from icon making, to fic writing, to puzzles and Bingo. The first challenge has already gone down, but there are sure to be lots more showdowns in the future.

So come on down to [livejournal.com profile] bigbang_land and apply for round 6 here: http://community.livejournal.com/bigbang_land/59731.html. Tell them [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil sent you, and get ready for 3 months of fun!
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2011-03-01 04:29 pm

To Science

Title: To Science
Fandom: The Big Bang Theory
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Friendship
Rating: FRC
Words: 476

To Science )
taricalmcacil: (Default)
2011-01-31 09:01 pm

Big Bang Land 10 in 10

Here's my entry for the Big Bang Land 10 in 10 challenge :)

Location I ship it Costumes Faceless Green
Text Mirror AC1 AC2 AC3
taricalmcacil: (Chuffed)
2011-01-23 08:27 pm

Recrudescense Chapter 4

I give you the results of 7 months of writing and rewriting.

Title: Recrudescence (Chapter 4)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Rating: FRT-V
Words: 2,967
Pairings: None
Summary: Those on the station deal with the emotional and physical fallout of Julian's enhancements.

Author's Note: This chapter is unbetaed, though most of it has been edited 3-4 times. Get well soon, [livejournal.com profile] jonnycarnahan, so that you can beta the next chapter!

Energize )
taricalmcacil: (coloncapitaldee)
2010-09-07 01:37 am

The Octal Organization

Title: The Octal Organization (Chapter 1)
Fandom: The Big Bang Theory/Stargate SG-1
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Genre: Mystery/Friendship
Rating: FRC
Characters: Sheldon, Leonard, Raj, Howard, Samantha Carter, Rodney McKay
Pairings: None
Words: 2,239
Summary: A visit from Drs. Carter and McKay leaves Sheldon in a state of shock, and his friends determined to figure out why they were there.

1st Barrier )
taricalmcacil: (Jules)
2010-08-24 11:40 pm

Realization (Chapter 1)

This is it, one of the plot bunnies I've been writing this summer. This is the first chapter of I'm not sure how many, and the sequel to my fic Comprehension, available here. This group of stories may have one, possibly two more additions. Enjoy!

Title: Realization
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Rating: FRC-FRT
Genre: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bashir, Kira (freindship only)
Words: 2,423
Summary: After escaping 371, Julian is quick to discover that being physically free doesn't mean one is also mentally free. Nerys comes to the rescue.

Chapter 1 )
taricalmcacil: (Chuffed)
2010-05-03 12:06 am

100 Chances Fic

Posting this one tonight as a feel better fic for Sheri, who cannot catch a break. Kudos to anyone who knows the commercial name of the medicine mentioned here.

Theme: 64. Green
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Rating: FRC
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Words: 522
Summary: Low Gravity + Julian = Not Good

text )
taricalmcacil: (Smile)
2010-03-28 02:37 am

Doctor's Holiday

I started this about a good month ago as a get well fic for [livejournal.com profile] jonnycarnahan back when she hurt her back. And now, it's finally complete! Enjoy dear!

Title: Doctor's Holiday
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Rating: FRC (One Curse Word)
Genre: Comfort
Words: 4,949
Summary: A plot by Colonel Kira gets Julian off the station for a much needed vacation to see the O'Briens. Takes place approximately 1 1/2 years after WYLB.
Authors Note: I have read any post series novels, all I know is that Julian and Ezri eventually broke up., and as such, that is the only post series plot device used here.

Energize )
taricalmcacil: (Smile)
2010-03-25 07:22 pm

100 Chances Fic

Theme: 5. In the Beginning
Author: [livejournal.com profile] taricalmcacil
Rating: FRC
Genre: Drabble
Words: 119
Summary: He was annoying at first.

Energize )